I like a good friend of mine..

I like this good friend of mine, even though we just know each other for a few months.. I started to realise it a week ago, when he was sharing with me and my bestie his own love tragedies years ago, a small part of me just started to go *blink blink blink* , and little did I know, those were my feelings for him that were starting to germinate.. Now my feelings are just having an internal conflict between each other.. I don't know what to do.. I confided to my bestie and she gave me a few pointers and warnings to help me keep my feelings in check.. Because I don't want to to ruin things between all of us beyond repair.. I just want to hide myself but at the same time I just really like his presence with me irl, and even through voice calling online.. It just soothes me in a way I have never felt before.. My usual depressed-self just started to change bit by bit ever since we started talking online.. At first just a friend, a good friend now.. -heavy sigh- ..

Can someone just comment something? Like anything, if to help me, to wreck my dreams, please go ahead.. I need a grasp on reality.. 

Bullying

I know I said I was going to post the second part of my trip to the U.S.S. but that can wait and I am terribly sorry. I want to raise the matter of CYBER-BULLYING in my blog, because cyber-bullying is always happening every time, no matter how small or how big the problem is, cyber-bullying sometimes gets involved. Maybe not only cyber-bullying only but also normal bullying in school, physically or verbally, it's the same thing. But how come cyber-bullying is more common nowadays than normal bullying? Well, I have one reason for that, which is the guy doing the cyber-bullying,is either a coward, who can't face the person face-to-face and could only "attack" the person ONLINE. Now that's not a pretty thing nor is it a good thing to do. All I can say is, you're one freaking huge bag of effing coward. 

I recently watched a video of Amanda Todd, the reaction of some teenagers reacting to Amanda's video message about her life story. I was enraged at the person who kept harassing her! From what I heard in a anti cyber-bullying workshop, the person mentioned that the guy who kept harassing Amanda appeared to be her ex-boyfriend, he wanted revenge when Amanda broke up with him. So when I heard that and compare it to the responses from the teenagers who watched the video, I was thinking like," Whoa dude, you are REALLY MAD AT HER TO THE POINT YOU'RE LIKE A F***ING CREEPY STALKER SEEKING REVENGE and look, in the end she died, what the gawddam f*** can you say now?!" 

This was my comment on the Teens React To Bullying (Amanda Todd) uploaded by the FineBros a year ago... I said this : My thought about bullying is that, I agree that Amanda wasn't the ONLY victim of cyber-bullying, she made the whole world realized how horrible the consequences are when kids get cyber bullied too much like she did, SERIOUSLY, A EFFING STALKER GUY JUST CANT LEAVE HER ALONE? LIKE WTF IS HIS PROBLEM? GOT A GRUDGE WITH HER? EVEN IF SHE DUMPED YOU, MOVE ON! WTH DUDE. Okay, so if your getting bullied RIGHT NOW AT THIS MOMENT, you should really sit aside for awhile and think about it, Suicide won't solve your problems as it just leaves the problem unsolved and if the person get away from it he/she will continue doing that, THEY NEED TO KNOW THEIR PLACE AND KNOW WHAT THEY DID IS FUQING WRONG. Trying to solve it yourself: If it's not such a BIG matter then i would say okay, BUT, if it was something like Amanda Todd's case, then really, TALK WITH YOUR MUM OR DAD, EVEN IF THEY HATE U OR ANYTHING, TALK WITH AN ADULT U TRUST, LIKE YOUR TEACHER OR SCHOOL COUNCILLOR or something, you're never alone in this world, even if you are, seek help, don't just be all like," Oh gosh I'm all alone i have no one to discuss this matter with..." NO JUST NO, ANTI-BULLYING HELPLINES ARE EVERYWHERE, EVEN ON THE FREAKING INTERNET. (Sorry if i sound so angry or mean for no reason but yea, i'm SUPER PISSED AFTER SEEING THIS VIDEO cuz of bullies). Getting into drugs and alcohol? no, don't do it, it won't solve anything still, u'll just feel more pain in there, like, really.. The way to get out of bullying, is really either STANDING UP FOR YOURSELF or DISCUSSING IT WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW YOU CAN REALLY PUT YOUR TRUST ON, BEAR WITH IT FOR THE FEW MOMENTS BEFORE THE PROBLEM IS SOLVED. If it continues any further, i hope it gets to the police. Thanks for reading my whole comment if u did, I know, i'm a hypocrite much.

So yea.. That's basically it guise ;)
Have a blessed day!

UNIVERSAL STUDIOS SINGAPORE ~~~ >w<

At 17th November 2013, I, KKT, went to Universal Studios in Singapore~! It was my first time there, along with my parents and my dearest aunt. We had a blasted good time there. 

Thing is, I woke up feeling drowsy at that day, and I didn't have enough time to bathe, I packed some simple necessities and went off with my parents in the early morning. Well, met up with my aunt and blah blah blah make our way to U.S.S. :DD 

When we reached there, our cousin reminded me by sending me a message, telling us to try out the Transformers 4D movie first. So we did, and I frigging love it, even though some parts were scary @.@ Then, my Dad and I bought some drinks for 60+ bucks cuz of the special Transformers bottles. I was dumbfounded. I made a mental note to myself " Not to buy anything else here" And i stick to that rule throughout. Then later, we tried out the Mummy roller coaster ride even though my cousin warned i might be very queasy in there, but I decided to try out. But something unpleasant happened when we were waiting for our turn in queue. . . A pair of Indian guys cut the queue and tried to join their friend at the very front. Then, my Dad realized it, and turned mad at them, he scolded them for cutting the queue, and i mercilessly gave them a look and went back to staring the stairs. That totally ruined my mood before the ride even started, i was disgusted and mortified, those people at the back queuing patiently, and these idiots just cut the queue, oh my god I just can't express how much anger I have back then.  When the ride has ended, my stomach was BEYOND queasy. . . @_@ The ride drove me to madness, oh goodness me. . .

Whoopsie, look at the time, this will be Part One folks Part Two will come tomorrow~! Oyasumi minna san! ;3

Nothing much happened these past few days... But.. For those reading this post of mine... When you think about being friends with your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend again... Do you think it's stupid or is it better that way than leaving those wounds in your life forever? Because... My dear friend of mine wants me to be friends with my ex again... She's trying too hard i guess, he's not doing anything to be friends with me again, and i'm also trying too hard. I never felt so stupid in my life whenever he ignored me and talk to the other friends on Skype. My questions to him were either ignored or someone else asked him the exact question i asked and he replies to them instead of me, and i'm like wow... Just wow...

I can't believe it... If he doesn't want to be friends anymore with me he could have had just said it right in my face like," I really don't want to be your friend anymore so don't try so hard" Oh my dear god.... I can't believe in this world anymore... 

Faith 2-5 Class BBQ~~~

The class barbecue was awesome! But it wasn't "TOO" awesome at the start cuz we need to light the fire and it was like... HELL... WE NEED CALCIFIER HERE (Calcifier is a demon flame that can burn in it's own will. From the Japanese movie <Howl's Moving Castle>. Our Art Teacher Ms Lai, showed us that movie. :DD ) So we were having a hard time (well, some of us only ._.) trying to get the fire going. This nice lady who's barbecue pit was just behind ours came and helped us lit a stronger fire cuz our fire was just too dam small to get anything cooked. She's SUPER, DUPER, NICE. She even lent us to use her bbq pit b4 her son's classmates come and bbq. So we were all like "BRING ALL THE CHICKEN WINGS AND STINGRAYS THERE!!!" Cuz that lady's fire was burning pretty hot and better than ours, LITERALLY. .-. 

When we almost had our fill, we sang a Happy Birthday song to LiFen, who's the birthday girl today~~~ HAPPIE BIRTHDAY~~~~ xDD

So yea, we have satay, sting ray, prawns, otahs, corn, potatoes, fish fillets and some marshmallows :3 Yum! But I think I ate too much muahahahahahaha xD

Well, overall, I had a great day with my Faith 2-5 classmates(well, most of 'em)~ We will nvr forget this day (I HOPE SO :DD) 

Dragon Nest~

For those who are wondering what is Dragon Nest, as i had mentioned in my introduction, it's an online game. A MMORPG game. MMORPG stands for Massive-Multiplayer-Online Role-Playing Game. I really, really love to play Dragon Nest! The version i'm playing is DN SEA. Which means SouthEast Asia. There is DN Korea, DN Japan, DN China, DN Europe. And i believe there are many more but I am not too sure of the rest. Dragon Nest is a game created in Korea, specifically speaking, in South Korea~ 

I met a lot of awesome friends in DN, even those from Singapore! To know so much more people from Singapore is such a blessing~! Just hope we could do a meet up... But some are busy T^T So it's hard to meet up with them... I am so far the youngest player from Singapore in DN so far as i know. So yea... -flips little chair- T.T

For DN SEA players reading this, I'm from the HolyWood server. In guilds Saika and xUtopia~ ;) Hahaha! 

I think that's all i can say xD If u think i should add anything else just comment below! TYVM~! C:

Going Out To Suntec City with my dearest friends ^^

Met Mavis and Jie Hui at Aljunied MRT station~ Took the train to Esplanade meeting with Beatrice and Jodie! (Mavis and Jie Hui fought a lot during the trip to Esplanade MRT station o.o) Met up at Esplanade MRT, walk towards Suntec City, trying to find a dress that can fit petite little Jodie xD Whoa, boy did we walk long enough! My shoes were killing me D: 

We had lunch in Astons. I ordered a Crispy Chicken, Jodie ordered a Pork Chop, Beatrice ordered Salmon Spaghetti while Jie Hui had a Coke float(?) and Mavis drank Ice Lemon Tea. Had a fun time joking bout things while waiting and eating our lunch! And talked about stuff too xD 

Continuing our search, we found a number of interesting things and tried them on and it was hilarious xD We got split like 2 times while looking at stuff :P Jie Hui and Beatrice ate gelato along the way, aw! If only I have enough money :< But still, it was fantastic! Jia Wen joined us halfway~

Last of all, before i left, the girls bought a birthday gift for Jodie~! A sparkly notebook for her to draw and write (her fav things!) Lovely girls :3 Well, that was actually where I start to went home (cuz my feet were killing me!!!) As for the dress, we couldn't find one that fits her budget T^T But still she said she had fun trying it out with us! :DD Yay~

Friday, 25 October 2013, will be my class, Faith 2-5's BBQ !!! To have fun with our classmates at our last year together as a class T^T So stay tuned ppl! ;)