I like this good friend of mine, even though we just know each other for a few months.. I started to realise it a week ago, when he was sharing with me and my bestie his own love tragedies years ago, a small part of me just started to go *blink blink blink* , and little did I know, those were my feelings for him that were starting to germinate.. Now my feelings are just having an internal conflict between each other.. I don't know what to do.. I confided to my bestie and she gave me a few pointers and warnings to help me keep my feelings in check.. Because I don't want to to ruin things between all of us beyond repair.. I just want to hide myself but at the same time I just really like his presence with me irl, and even through voice calling online.. It just soothes me in a way I have never felt before.. My usual depressed-self just started to change bit by bit ever since we started talking online.. At first just a friend, a good friend now.. -heavy sigh- ..
Can someone just comment something? Like anything, if to help me, to wreck my dreams, please go ahead.. I need a grasp on reality..
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